2 little indian girls..

2day.. i wanted to write a about............... lol.. basically.. is 2 old Indian womens..
Friday 17 July 2009..
after having lunch with my frens.. jack, bryce and cheerie..
we went to buy some daily needs for ourself..
we stop at 7-11.. so bryce n cherrie that 2 couple went to shopping inside the 7-11
while i chilling around the gate there.. suddenly.. 1 ppl.. shove me away.. i was going to give her look at my eye.. see how furious i am.. my eye.. MY EYE @@.. when i turn around.. i saw a old Indian women walking straight to the counter after shoving me away..
alright.. since u r a women.. n i respect u bcz u survive longer than me in this sucks world..
she stop her foot right infront the counter.. n pointing to a poster with a picture of a printed 7-11 logo on the paper cup use for fill ur preffered carbonated drinks.. her looks was desperate.. n keep pointing to it.. the kind casher smiling and tell her.. this branches dun have.. despite her desperation n dissappointment.. she went to the next shop.. alright.. story end.. i dun give a damn what she want and wat she do.. so i wait that couple.. bryce n cheerie finish shop..
took out a cigarrete.. lights on.. puff*
few min later.. they came out from the shop and we on the way walk back to our apartment..
there i saw the 2 indian women walking out from food court.. smiling.. holding thier pack drinks.. from thier expression.. very obvious that the drink doesn't satisfied what they need.. but one of them saying.. "~!@#$%^&*()" i dunno wat she say.. but i guessing she is persuading the others saying it is ok la.. when the moment i saw this... my cigarrete i let it burnt.. i nvr take another breathe.. sour feeling pouring on my heart.. they are happy with that little satisfaction.. but us.. we r not happy even we got the thing we wanted.. we keep wanted more and more...

JW LIFE TIME LESSON

1)learn to appreciate.. but dun show that you appreciate.. fuck..

pursuit of hapiness..

there is a quote that i like..
'pursuit of happiness"
maybe some of u might heard this word from somewhere else..
yes.. it is a father-son movie.. go spend some hour watch this movie
for sure give u a feeling how bliss u are..
happiness won't come this easy..
just like karma..
why they say happiness must be pursuit..?
i dunno.. the smart ass created this word sure have his reason..
which i agree but i dunno how to explain..
you can explain?

recently.. there is so much thing happy in my life..
keep on changing my attitude to fix in the situation i having now..
i wan to be a LOVER~
it sound gay.. i know..
i trying to love everything i hate..
boredom.. stress.. frust.. angry.. poor.. sadness..
what else.... hmm..
tempo can't think.. haha..
good night folks..

signed by

megan fox frenzzzzy.. disoder after transformer..

i bet all of u know who is megan fox ba.. the actress in the transfomer 1 and 2..
she was rated as the #1 sexiest women in this planet.. (i dunno how other planet judge her.. who care.. lol) i do agree she is sexy.. some say she is the replacement of Angelina Jolie.. hmm.. but.. she is unpleasant for that.. she is scare to meet with Angie too.. because she said that she not ready yet.. ..? from the interview by dunno who.. but.. i personally think that they look alike.. 10% ba..
can u differentiate this 2 hot chick? i think is quite obvious ba.. but.. which 1 do u choose..?
but.. recently.. when i fell in love with Megan.. my friend.. told me.. that.. Megan.. actually.. is.. transsexual.. his/her/it real name is Mitchel dunno what fox.. no offense for those transsexual.. especially goes to my friend..
my english teacher teach me if i can't identify or u doubt a human sex.. then call them it.. lol.. i'm so sad to hear that..

my excitement from peak..

drop to.. canyon.......... but who care.. still foxy.. i love you foxy~ haha.. too obsess.. this is abnormal..
the hot dog end up in my stomach.. maybe come out dy ba.. lol..
(ew.. dirty jw.. y he so pervert de.. stupid..!)

story time~ (to be continue)

today.. i feel like share some happy story of mine.. i likes many girls.. i admit it >< haha.. this is human nature.. but.. love..? only a few.. serious..
story start at..
a girl that changed my perception and my life.. i tackled her since.. if not mistaken is end of form 3.. haha.. i knew her through a fren of mine.. she is my fren's cousin.. i accidently get her number that my friend left in my phone.. haha.. so i contacted her.. 1st few contact.. her image planted in my mind is a very cheerful.. outgoing.. sporty girl.. so.. i juz gave it a try.. haha..
every time after school.. the spot that we waiting our transportation to go home is very near.. so one day.. i trying go and met her.. and... when i walking toward her.. the nearer i am.. my heart beat goes faster.. i try to calm down.. but i see her from a distance.. she also seem like uncomfortable.. turn here turn there.. when i getting closer..








SHE RUN AWAY..!
wow.. my 1st expression was.. instead breaking my heart.. i'm smiling.. bcz.. she was special.. so.. i still continue and tackled her.. well.. she totally diff in real life n in the phone.. haha..
(to be continue.. cooking)



so.. we still continue contact through phone without meet each others.. only sometimes.. i ask some of my friends together go and chase her in 1 big group.. but.. she still manage to run away.. lol.. she good at run away.. or maybe i too soft hearted.. i ask my fren to stop chasing her.. let her go.. the feeling toward her getting stronger.. as day passes.. everytime go back home.. 1 hour phone call is a must.. and nvr miss a day.. unless we both got tuition.. then..

things goes on until oct 26th 2006.. our 1st promise had made.. yes.. we both become couple on that very day.. and.. we nvr see each other clearly b4 that.. lol.. wierd right...? n we both have made a very risky gamble by accepting a guy/girl that nvr seen b4.. i hope she didn't regret..
bcz my face is blooming with teenager problem.. lol.. u all should know.. even now still the same..

until 3rd nov.. her birthday.. we finally have a date.. we go watch "flush away".. that is the time we 1st time met each others.. she was planning put aeroplane on me de.. lol.. but she still come and meet with me.. we go in the cinema.. i pass her the birthday present with a very very stupid way.. she knew what am i talking about.. haha.. until now she still make fun of it..

sooo much story to share.. but i can't write it all.. so i will just stop here.. wish everyone out there is happy with/without thier soul mate.. single is not a bad choice.. i love single.. haha..

Anti EMO Society..

AEMOS
created by me..
lol.. forget it.. emo is not cool.. is kind of teenager expression.. when a person emo.. he/she tend to look like this
or maybe like this
lol.. but the 2nd emo monkey is quite cool.. lol.. maybe i should held a monkey modeling show.. then i can invite most of my friends to be model.. including tammie >< (dun choke me).. alright.. here have some tips to avoid emo.. when u emo.. go listen groomy saturday.. (rumours say tat song make tons of life gone suicide) when u emo.. feel like crying.. juz cry.. but make sure u cry infront of mirror.. so u will see how ugly when u cry for others.. y make urself ugly because of others..?
i dunno y today i feel like monkey frenzy.. but this monkey look alike with me.. pervert monkey..

pieces.. no

regenaration.. who ever play dota should know.. according to little oxford disctonary..(fuck.. the word is this small..) forget it.. back to the defination.. invest with new and higer spiritual nature; improve moral condition of; breathe more vigorous life ino. spiritually reborn again; reformed.

well..

remember the terminator dunno which episod.. when the canada mayor fight with the silver liquid maniac.. the maniac have the ability to regen.. (wth jw wan talk about..?)

okay okay.. chill.. wat i wan to say is.. human got the ability to regen too.. both physically and feeling.. i want to say tat.. i'm building myself from pieces now.. with everything that i experience now as a guideline.. Eg: movie.. fren's experience.. bla bla bla.. bla bla..

for turtle..

i choose not to be hater.. and i choose to rmb those memory that will bring smile upon my face..

ur apearance is a bliss for me.. and the experience i learn from this relation will defitenaly change what ever i am previously.. i got no chance to say thank you for u.. but if u reading my blog.. Thank You Rou.. i'm sincerely thank you and sorry.. about those words that you told me last night.. blessing i will send.. and you will nvr out of my memory.. Our memory will rest on the deepest corner in my heart..

p/s: I Loved You....