Ke Sin

ke sin.. if u reading my blog.. i just wan to tell you.. how important u are..
when i so depress about my pass relationship (turtle).. i almost lost hope.. until the day we met.. rmb on the way to lecture..? i called you from behind.. hehe.. we go to school together by bus.. we talk.. we laugh all the way.. and there.. your eye.. attracted me so deep.. obviously.. i completely melted.. u know..? when we talking on the bus.. the sun.. shine on your face.. your eye.. just kill me.. haha.. is true.. from there.. i started to like you.. and yes.. you are the cure of my past..

day by day.. i like you more n more.. my urge to ask u become my girl is so strong.. but all hold by my pledge.. i swear to myself that i can't accept another girl.. unless i have completely forget turtle.. we still hang out together.. n i rmb when u go euphoria that night.. wear a jeans skirt n a black singlet.. i know that time i act like a kid.. i not dare to approach you.. not dare to dance with you.. stilll avoiding you..

poppy night.. i also rmb you wear a black dress.. black shoes.. black handbag.. they still joke at you.. they say u r black widow or black witch liao.. that night.. my courage was given by alcohol.. when i sent u back.. there i taste ur lips.. your kiss.. i cant forget that night..

so.. feeling get stronger.. i trying to tell you.. but everytime.. it is not a very good answer.. i was so sad everytime u reject me.. you say.. it is too late to confess.. you say.. dowan couple with the same course guy.. you say.. i was too thin.. you say.. i am younger.. but.. sometimes you give me hope.. i am so.. confuse.. ya.. confuse is the word best fit me at the time.. sometime i msg you and waiting for whole day also no reply.. sometime i call u also reply so cold.. (to be cont..)