two and the half year..

together.. we've been through 2year n 6month exactly when both of us really take a breath.. quarrel &lovely and other thingy accompany us.. i nvr regret i spend my time with her..
previous break we promise each other.. we r fren.. but i still treat her like my girl which i always do.. but..
after that thing.. now we both really become fren.. n i promise her.. after june.. see how we've progress.. couple or 'peace break'.. we r cool between this period.. i know i still deeply love her.. but i really hope this relation put an end.. why..? i dunno.. both of us already tired ba..

ok la.. i stop here.. :(
morning.. my friends.. haha.. woon yee n bryce still at steven corner.. and jack sleeping at cc..haha

my dream..

when i was young.. i got so many thing.. but.. everything.. i just do until half way..
what i wan to become when i was small..
fireman.
police.
lawyer.
doctor...
but.. all these just bull shit.. haha.. because primary teacher n parent always ask us choose bright future's job.. how about other job? no future? wondering since this i fill in the blank.. y those elder.. so er.. childish..? haha no la.. they just wan their love one not to suffer and success.. pamper them.. until they never notice.. just like what u all do to your love one.. some may notice.. some may not..
when i grow older.. few skill i learn a bit
cooking..
mechanic..
computer..
music..
but all just soooooo surface.. but.. one thing i till now still no yet give up is music.. inspire by my sis's ex.. although he is real fat ass.. but.. cool guy.. yeah Aaron.. talking about u.. some people learn music just to attract more attention from girl.. yeah.. i admit this too.. part of the reason.. haha.. but.. i learn for perform.. perform at big stage.. wahahah.. tat is my biggest dream.. i join 1 competition b4.. although.. only play 1 song.. but.. tat feel is so damn high.. haha.. finish tat song.. u will feel like play once more.. haha.. i can't hide my excitement after i finish play.. what i can do is smiling the whole day.. even got a bloody fool step on my shoes.. i still smiling at him.. haha.. no wonder the look he gave me so wierd even he stepped on my shoes..
alright nite folks..
ps: i love u

inspire by JULIAN GOH

i ask him.. what to write.. he told me.. anything that come across my mind..
u know what?

this come across my mind.. i think he imagine something.. he stand there for so damn long..
opps.. sry julian.. haha..

girls..

my taste toward girl.. is always different from my friend.. my bro knew tat.. ^^
every time go yam cha.. i am the one who say.. "whao! look at that sexy chick.."
they give me this this look -.-" what so hot about tat girl..
haha.. alright.. tell u all some of my dream girl's condition..

1)like to drink milk, cocktail but not beer..
2)at least know how to enjoy country music & rock song..
3)like to wear dress.. blouse as well.. or anything simple.. no seafood.. pls.. high cholesterol :P
4)i like mature girl >< haha.. maybe since young.. people keep guessing my age far away from my real age..
5)if can.. look like Taylor Swift it will be so cool.. she so damn hot.. :Q

but.. come on.. be realistic.. i am not the prince in white horse.. why should i go find Cinderella..
:D

the reason i create this blog..

the reason i create this blog..
is everytime ppl keep ask me y u break.. i dowan repeat..
but i think that is no longer the reason anymore.. haha..
already over.. let's not talk about it..
people come n go.. people also make mistake..
people will lie too..
nvr blame u at all..

couple..? single..?

couple? single? i dun care anymore..
now have to save more money n enjoy..
yeah!

but the more i look like happy.. the more i feel empty..
haha.. maybe still need time to recover ba..
i scold you.. bcz i too overestimate myself.. i wanted to take all the blame by myself alone.. so u can live more happy.. but day passes.. i start to fall down.. it is heavy.. carry everything by my own.. i stand up.. n the next thing i fall harder.. i'm tired.. i rather lying on the floor with whole body bruise now.. maybe i do the wrong thing.. but if i nvr scold u.. u will always keep those shit u do to me in ur heart.. this is wat i am thinking.. maybe i'm childish.. i dunno.. u can say is bullshit.. i dun mind.. but this is my intention..

all already over..
actually.. my blog nothing much to tell..
who ever visit my blog actually.. no need waste time reading it.. unless u love me ><

Appreciation..

Alright.. let's start my blog..
hi everyone out there.. if u know this blog existance.. u r the one..

who pull me when i fall..
who encourage me when i'm down..
give me a hand when i need help..
who lead me out of the darkness with spark(emo~)..
who accompany when i'm lonely..
who is the one i want..
and all of u r special to me..

thank you.. ^^