i never knew u will say something like that..

couple day b4 i talk with someone we both knew.. then i asked.. what turtle tell u how we break.. u know what..? im a rude person that scold cibai lan jiao.. basically.. i dun treat those word very seriously.. but.. that person.. scold me.. KAN NI NA BU.. word by word.. slow and steady.. i was shocked.. or maybe angry.. n i can know that person scold me as he mean it.. great.. score 1 for u, turtle.. i really never knew u say something so ugly to others.. still ask me to listen kelly clarkson already gone..? lol.. funny.. i love to see ppl angry.. it make me feel that they are so stupid.. grabbing fist.. cursing.. lol..

i know.. turtle.. i say something hurt to u b4.. i regret it.. and i apologize.. if i nvr meet that person.. i never know what u tell others..

THANK YOU, Wee Joll

let me explain those previous post that have no content.
yes, i met a girl which her personal attitude, interest, hobby and others are quite match with me. and i quite crazy for her for a period of time. i think i eventually like her. and my blog wanted to talk about this pretty lady that make me go wuwuwuwu..~ ookokk.. dun think dirty.. i mean that girl make me happy just to look at her eye.

but as time goes by, she made a right decision. A MAN CAN'T LOVE 2 GIRLS AT THE SAME TIME. as i thought i was ready for a new relation. but i just can't fit in another girl. as the old one still occupied my heart. sit down.. light up a cigarette.. hmm.. i dun really like this girl.. but this girl really special.. puff* that's y.. i stopped.. when i wanted to write about that girl.

today, i called her, the old one. and we talk for around 1 hour. 1 hour is just like few min. time passed so fucking fast. at the end of the conversation. i asked her.. nono.. is forced her to say that.. "i dun love you anymore.." because.. her current bf treat her so good.. and have all the time to spend with her.. n me..? i have no time for her.. i have to study at kl.. i can't give her what she want.. so i choose to step aside. let that boy to take care her. is so hurt n sad to see your love one couple with others but not ME.. i choose to let go. i choose to be alone.
my sorry will never ever cure or heal a single bit of ur scar that i left for u. but i still want to say..

I'm Sorry, Tang Wee Joll.
for those pain i bring to you. for those tears u drop for me. for those promise i fucked up. for everything i done to you. And for the mistake i done that make me regret for my rest of my life.

Thank You, Wee Joll.
as your last word i forced you to say bring tears and nose fluid to my bed sheet. (yee.. geli..) but those word is what i needed to end this. i can't take care of you. i can't bring happiness for you. n tq those advice u gave me.

I Love You, Rou..
for no reason. true love..? i dunno.. no reason that make me so in love with you. and no people able to replace you. you are extincted turtle in the whole world. yeah... just love you..

P.S : when im not lightning any cigarette, that mean i already put down our thing. but i still smoking..